I Am Pagan Naturist

ROUGH DRAFT!
I write this for myself!

We are all born Naked, pure, & perfect into this World.
At least that's what I choose to believe.
I chose to stay & live my life in "Mothers" natural light, NOT to become an abomination against Nature, but to live with & learn from her.
My very existence in this world of Man (HUMANS) is apparently an affront to civilization, & the civilized general populace I find.
At least according to those who are so "divorced" from nature, & who hide behind, or put Man & Mans laws & lies above Nature & all there is right, healthy & NATURAL on our Earth.

I may not have much of Mans Education, but I know I can far surpass those who live in Ivory Towers, Mansions, ect.,.. but could not make it a day, without Modern Mans abominations against Nature.
I personally could survive just about any situation "Nature" throws at me, but here in this "so called" Civilized world, I feel like my legs (& HEART) are amputated & I'm being told to Run, Run RUN!

I have never deliberately Killed "anything" unless it was needed for food, or to protect my home & family!
I always give thanks & share blessings, & gratitude.
I do not Steal or Lie, I leave that to Politicians, Lawyers, & our Corporate owned Government!

But, just because I can love & respect all life, without having to go into a building with other Humans (who in my minimal experience) like to "judge" & make themselves feel better, at "others"  less fortunate expense, & evidently have judged me without even knowing me!

I feel hollow & dead inside! I do not want to live in a world of MAN MADE EVIL!!!

I don't believe in EVIL myself, but I do know the most heinous horrible things to happen in my life, (& society) were wrought by Man, not his make believe DEVIL/GOD/ < insert your favorite Myth, Religion or Legend here) etc.
Unfortunately the wrongs I have suffered trying to "exist naturally" in this abomination of a World that worships #1 $$$ & Power over Nature, & Love, due to "their" ignorance & domestication (dumbmestication).

My child (fur) was Murdered by a neighbor who gives all good Christians a bad name.
None of them will admit to anything of course, but that's what I've come to expect from HUMANS.

This "self proclaimed" good Christian, who tossed her loyal loving (DECLAWED) child out of there house after 13 years of unconditional love, because now that they're retired, they don't want to deal with the hair. WTF!???

I believe in community, not Government. Truth - Not Deception! Say what you mean & mean what you say!  Living, working together with Nature & building a NATURAL community that supports & nourishes itself, without outside judgements from those who can't just let us be!

Very few "know" who I really am "here," & fewer of those who even have met me, will know what I've survived, just being me.
YES,
I am having an extremely difficult time trying to stay ALIVE at the moment.
I literally have nothing left to be taken from me in the physical life.
This overwhelming sadness I bear within, for all the unnatural sickness of the this world is just too much for me bare.
I WANT TO GO HOME!!!
But that's impossible for this PAGAN, because "home" is where you are supposed to be unconditionally loved, nurtured, & SAFE!
I have never experienced that in this UNNATURAL TEXTILED world!
Out in Nature, or in the barn, has always been safe.

The fact that I'm still able to type this out, on an antiquated computer barely able to stay on-line, donated to me by a real Naturist friend, is the only testament of hope, if you can call it that, that I have at this moment.
Just wanted say:
Thanks to all of my REAL NATURISTS FRIENDS, I have survived against all the odds only because of you!
But for how much longer,......?

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The police as par were useless. The "Animal Police" same.
After loud emotional verbal confrontation with EVIL HEINOUS NEIGHBOR in front of "Animal Cop" SPCA
officer, where it was stated, what really happened to my Cat, in a verbal Faux Pas, after admitting they were trapping "strays" & that my Cat died a long time ago?

How would they KNOW that, if they were not involved! How can you "trap" a "dead" cat?

Of course the "Animal Cop" couldn't deal with reality, so he said he was not going to take anyone's statement till the Cops arrive, which of course they never did.

So,... with "no body" for physical proof, those horrible abominations of Nature (neighbors) continue to trap & MURDER our precious innocent pets, that are unfortunate enough to cross their yard, which baits them in with free "poisoned food" left out on their patio, up high where at least her old innocent "de-clawed" Cat now resides, with nets & traps for company.

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Will Mans Evil ever be overcome?
5/10/13
As is my routine, at 1st light, I am outside in the front yard weeding & tending my Garden.
My Kitten who is now always by my side, started growling which alerted me to the presence of that heinous old Pet Murdering neighbor Woman.
If killing my Fur Child was not enough, she baited me by making a stupid childish gesture with her hands on each side of her head waggling & sticking her tongue out at me.
Unfortunately, in my grief & pain, "I" set off a verbal volley where I cried out to her, haven't you got enough jollies spreading your grief & pain?
I screamed at her to look into "her Gods" eyes & try to justify to him, why she believes it's perfectly fine to trap & MURDER our neighborhood pets, strays, & wildlife.
I have never threatened "her" or "ANYONE" ever!
She called the cops & told them I threatened her & that I have weapons, which of course meant that they "had" to come out.
The "Brute Squad" (Cops) were intercepted thankfully by my hubby, unbeknownst to me while I was Gardening Au Natural out in my "private" backyard.
Long story short, I complied & entered a whole new level of HELL!
More to come when I can write/type & not relieve it.

Posted 3 weeks ago