I have said this in other threads, but it bears writing again. Giving in to my bi tendencies, i have really enjoyed perfecting my oral techniques. Just sucking up and down a hard cock is great, but to savor it is amazing. By this i mean i sooo much enjoy the cock growing hard in my mouth instead of going onto a hard one. Having it grow hard while in my mouth is a real turnon to me and my pals have told me they enjoyed it too. I first sucked a cock as a youth, but never acted on my urges due to social stigma. Now that im older and have more experience, i can say i missed much through the years. Anyway try letting the cock go from soft to rock hard while in your mouth, then go to town on it. Im proud i can take an 8 incher alll the way. Love a mans cock in my mouth.
you described it well.
I think I know what you mean about emotional issues. I am now 75 and have been straight all my life. I am full time carer for my wife and haven't had sex at home for something like 9 yrs. I recently responded to a local add for MtoM massage on a day off. I enjoyed it very much. This has left me a little confused. However the more I read on this sight the more I am coming to understand that we are sexual beings and sex with a man is just sex. I personally don't feel any physical attraction to men, as I do to women. That does not mean I don't enjoy a sexual encounter with a man. I hope this helps in some small way as I think I understand the feelings you are wrestling with. Good luck. Cheers, Geoff.
We are physical beings. I guess almost all men enjoy sex. The ideal is sex with a woman, or so society tells us. But how much of that is society's taboos? Overcome the taboos with an open mind (as I have) and the barriers drop. How many of us masturbate? Sex with a partner is so much better - both giving and receiving physical pleasure. With an open mind it does not matter so much whether that partner is male or female. As with nudity: once you have taken the plunge and tried it you will wonder why you didn't try it before.