Why nudism?

I am a neonudist. Just started a month back.. My first post is dedicated tothe most basic question "Why Nudism?" Why would someone embrace something that is still looked down with contempt in one`s country? The answer is not very straightforward.. I will tell you the whole tale of how I found this.. I am a working professional.. my work entails very stiff deadlines and there is high stress to meet the deadlines..  I literally survive on Caffine as it keeps me alert throughout the day and if I do not get my daily quota of 4 cups, I become cranky.. I ve been living this life for last 2 years and have surely paid the price for neglecting my wellbeing. There are times when I feel like leaving this monotonous life and get some time out.. but to pay my bills I need some source of income as well.. It was one of such days when I was very annxious.. even at 2 in the night there was no hint of sleep in my eyes as I was worried for the next day on work.. I was just rolling over on the bed when my roomie KJ saw my angst.. she asked me the problem and I told her my apprehension. This was when she asked me to get up and follow her to the terrace. I obeyed. As we reached the terrace over 8th floor, we could only see stars in the sky and just a few lights glowing in the buildings nearby. This was when she dropped a bomb on me. She said.. "pull off your top." I was bowled over by her words I asked her: "Are you out of your mind?" She said do as I say.. As she is an old friend of mine, I obeyed and handed over my top to her. She was not done she demanded remove the bra as well this time I was bowled over and hesitated.. she saw me amazed and insisted on me removing my bra.. I took off the bra and was looking upto her for next set of instructions.. she didnt say a thing we stood there in silence for some tym and she asked me to close my eyes and stand still and feel the cool breeze touching my skin.. I stood there and did so for some 5-8 minutes.. As I stood there, I controlled my breath first I tried to breath slowly and feel everything gong around.. I could feel the gentle breeze touching my navel, I could hear the air singing in my ear and kissing my lips.. this really felt something unprecedented..  After about 10 min, KJ opened her mouth again.. "you can pull out your PJs also" I was so excited that I removed my pajamas and Panties in a moment.. there I stood naked in front of the whole city and still there was no tension no anxiety. I closed my eyes and started feeling the magic all over again. This was when few things struck me: Why do we wear cloths in the first place? It is because the world expects us to wear it. Our whole life we try to please the world by doing what they expect us to do.. we dont care about what our feelings are just to gain the appreciation and approval of others, we forget our identity and get fixed in a prototype. F**k the world why should I give a Sh*t? let them do as they please and I shall do as I.  That was the time when I realized this life is not to be lived for others but for us.. We think so much of others that we dont get time to think for ourselves.. If god intended us to wear cloths, we would be born wearing cloths.. This is my reason to be a nudist. I can be what I am I can appreciate and be aware of my body, my strengths, my limitations. I can be at peace with myself, my surroundings my environment and the nature. PS Thanks KJ for introducing me to the amazing world of Naturalism. PPS Thanks all forreading such a long post.. Please share your views.