@LongislandNick · Centereach · May 20, 2021
I might joke about being retired i might make it like its not big deal to be disabled but in reality its my way of hiding how much it hurts and how hard each day is by pretending its nothing by hiding how hard somedays are putting that fake smile making it seem like nothing is wrong when in truth it takes so much just to be able to stand up somedays the real truth is i hate being hurt i hate the pain and fear i live in no one really sees what i go through noone can truly understand how each day is just life