Feeling very lonely and very disconnected from life. I walk around…

Feeling very lonely and very disconnected from life. I walk around watching people enjoying their friends and loved ones and then feel low because I have nobody I can just hang out with, share a meal or a laugh. Nobody to tell me things aren't so bad. Sometimes I wish I was born a woman it would make it way easier to make friends but as a male nobody gives a crap about me and everyone treats me like a creep